Most people are stumped by these. There are videos online of people behaving in bizarre ways after hearing triggering words. But it is not the complicated. I flipped my triggers and use them to my benefit.
Everyone has triggers. They are just something that reminds you of another thing. They can and do incite a change in behavior.
During SRA, mind control programming a child is programmed with triggers with the use of hypnosis.
God was teaching me about this well before I realized it. He deprogrammed one of my triggers more than twenty years before I accepted that I had been abused in rituals.
In my mid twenties there was this celebrity that I did not like. I thought that she was ugly. Stick with me.
One day, while cleaning I discovered that I had a magazine with her on the front page. As I walked to the garbage can God had a little talk with me. I held the magazine and looked at her. I felt a gush of anger and disgust. I wanted to yell at her. I felt like she had stolen from me. This was intense and personal. Then, when I moved the magazine out of my sight these feelings just disappeared.
I had never thought of her unless I saw her image anyway. It was unnatural.
God was stern and laid some weight on me. He said that he was tired of me hating her. That she did not deserve that. And that I was only entertaining something that had been put into me.
Once I recognized this trigger it lost its effect on me. He continued to use this and taught me to think about why I felt, what I felt.
During my time of deprogramming that took place in my forties I revisited this event and saw it clearly. They had programmed me to behave in a hateful and personal way to someone who lived on the other side of the earth and I had no contact or dealings with.
When I have a sudden gush of emotions I stop and look at its origin. This laid a foundation that I needed later to dig deep and fully deprogram. God is brilliant!
I have discovered other triggers. One is a pet name. It was always spoken in a specific tone. When I would hear it I felt the need to fight for my life as if I was scratching my way out of a grave. As of now it just makes me laugh. The fact that this word has no hold on reminds me that who he sets free is free indeed.
Many SRA triggers are geared toward blocking a persons salvation. Often the name Jesus, words sin and blood incite fear and people push back as a result.
While a person is still suffering these triggers cause great harm. However, after deprogramming I began to realize that if I was programmed to behave a certain way maybe the opposite behavior was the best course of action.
Today, I keep a regular check on my emotions. Sudden unexplained changes in emotional reactions show me that there may be programming that needs attention. So I react in the opposite manner. Sudden changes in emotion can also be the result of spells being cast. But, if this happens more than once it is usually installed programming.
Freedom is fun and I have learned to enjoy the fact that I can reverse the damage.
God has been so good to me and I know that without him I was nothing but a tool for the enemy.
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