One of the main things that survivors fear is not being believed. This fear can seem hard to overcome. Historically those who talk about being ritually abused were deemed lunatics, dismissed.
This is a trap. I was not created to be trapped. So, with prayer I became calm and began to see this traps structure and I broke free.
These are the steps I took:
Commit a period every day to pray. I start with gratitude. Often, I thank him for each part of my body. Focus on blessings and facts become clearer.
Some of what I experienced was demonic and beyond the normal range of knowledge. However, those events are real and can be proven true. They did leave evidence.
Yet, some of the most bizarre elements of my experiences were often experienced under hypnotic delusions that were created by the abusers. These parts of my experiences could not be proven, because they did not happen.
When I let God control my healing, he showed me the difference between the things I experienced under delusion and what really took place. If I had spoken out before I learned which was real and which was delusion I could have been easily disproven.
This was way more profound than that. I discovered that, not only was God guiding my healing he was preparing me for healing during the abuse.
Past attempts to expose ritual abuse were hushed. Even today, most people don’t know that during the satanic panic more than three hundred thousand police reports were filed. All those people were not lying.
Currently many reports of ritual abuse are being dismissed as simply sexual abuse stories. Some of them are used as scape goats and the media distorts the truth.
Those of us who have experienced ritual abuse easily gain the discernment that is needed to see that ritual abuse is being uncovered.
Do not be fooled, all pedophilia has satanic origins.
I read the stories of other victims and find many similarities. No one should ever be abused however it is hopeful to know that I am not alone.
Within my abuse hypnotic delusions were used to convince me that I was being dominated. When I tried to run home, they feed me a delusion that I had made it home. Only to slowly reveal to me that I was chained to the ritual table. On this same night I was also kicked in the ribs only to have my ribs numbed with a spell the next morning.
They work to seem all powerful. However, if they were as powerful as they seem they would not need to use delusions to dominate.
The truth is that they are not powerful at all. I have seen the name of the Lord, scatter them like roaches when the light is turned on.
On my own, I am easily defeated however with God I have use of all the power. I just must let it be perfect.
I had to let go of the fact that some people will not believe me. Even if some of those are my loved ones. I came to the realization that those like me, those who need healing will believe me. With so much about pedophile rings in the news I know that more of the truth about ritual abuse will come in due time. Until then, I can enjoy that some people can remain ignorant of these facts. It can be comforting to know that some are still that innocent.
- Be still
- Ask God what really happened.
- We have found strength in numbers.
- Understand Power
- Those who matter most will believe.