My conscious speaks to me. It always has. However, through my healing process this has developed into something profound.
What, in the past I thought was, a tug on my heart when I was doing something that I knew I should not be doing, I now recognize as, Devine instruction.
This instruction often contains detailed information that I would never have had access to on my own. It is often far beyond human range of knowledge. Even the highest practitioners of Magic cannot compete. It took me quite some time to develop the ability to hear God. I was stubborn.
Here are a few things that I Learned:
- God talks to all of us.
God is with me now. But he was always with me. He was talking to me before I devoted myself to a life of prayer. Once, I heard God say, take a left and when I did, I drove right to a house that was perfect for me. I did not have the faith to understand that while I could not afford this house on my own. God would have given me the ability to buy it. I did not buy that house because I did not ask him for it.
On another occasion I prayed as my car was breaking down on a dark country road. A light shone over the top of a hill that was ahead of me. I gasped because this looked as if an angel was waiting for me. As my car puttered to the top, I found that a church service had just ended. The church helped me, and I made it home safe.
It took me many years to understand that while there was not a winged person on top of the hill. He did send angels as these church members were his servants and could serve as a messenger (Angel).
Just so you know, Angels do not necessarily have wings, the word “Angel” only means messenger of God.
- Self-condemnation is deadly.
It was my poor view of myself that stopped me from accepting the blessings that were prepared for me. I rationalized these and many other instances of divine intervention. This kept me overlooking mystical occurrences. When I accepted that God Loved me enough to guide me a life of safety and plenty developed. Sometimes the statement “Jesus loves You “seems corny. However, it is accepting this love that opens each one of us up to the kingdom of God.
God knows who we will become. Often, he works on us in our lowest state because he knows who one will become. So, if he is pulling on someone’s heart, they are worth the effort.
- The more one listens the more they get.
I have found much conflict with Christianity. I looked but I was unable to find people who seemed to serve God. I asked God where his other believers were, and he answered in his perfect timing.
This began when, I heard him say that a man I saw on the internet was his, specifically he said, “That is mine.” He was very possessive of this man. This helped my heart. However, three years later he told me to go visit this man. Within, seconds I was offered the ability to travel in that direction. I did what he told me to do and found that this man and many others were true believers like me. This group of people are now my family. This is how God answered my request for a family and to find other believers.
- Listening to God leads a person to fulfillment.
He was always talking to me. But I did not always listen. I have now increased my listening skills and my courage to act on his instructions. Prayer did this. No one can stop a person from praying and prayer has connected me to God on a level that I never thought possible.
- Doing what god tells a person to do puts them in a perfect place.
Listening and responding to the voice of God has led me to a path in which ever aspect of my life was corrected. I have now received everything that I asked God for.
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