Hypnotic delusions were used during my abuse. At the beginning of each of these sessions God would tell me that I was being tricked. I did not understand what was going on at that time. As an adult I have gained an understanding about this process that has left me empowered.
God is genius. On one occasion he woke me while I was in a hypnotic trance and let me see how some of this was done. He gave me the information that he knew I would need later. But no more than that. I do not know how to do it exactly. For instance, I know that they would wave their hand over my face to initiate a change. I am sure there is more to it than that. I write detailed descriptions of these experiences in the book “Refusing the Occult”
Here are some things that I learned
- They wave their hand over your face to initiate a change.
First, they wave their hand over a person’s face and put them in a trance. While they are in a trance, they tell them to imagine something. Then they wave their hand over the persons face again and they see what ever they are told to imagine.
The person does not remember the events that took place while they were in a trance. They may remember seeing something wave in front of their face. But the shock of seeing the delusion usually overshadows everything.
The victim experiences a sudden change in environment or circumstance.
Once it seemed that I had fallen asleep and someone had put me in my bed. I woke up in my bed only to discover later that I was chained to the ritual table. They brutalized me. This was a domination tactic that they used to punish me for trying to run home.
These people are not dealing with the truth and need to use delusion to dominate.
- The victim creates what they see with their imagination.
Since, the delusion is created with the use of a person’s imagination they can control what they see. This is only worth so much. Especially since the victim is usually not aware, that it is a delusion.
The conversations that took place during the delusions that I experienced were with people who were truly there. So, I had no control of what they said. However, on an occasion in which I was told to imagine that I had made it home safely and was in my bed, God showed me how I could make objects disappear and reappear.
- They smacked my cheek, near my mouth to bring me out of hypnotic states.
I have read other peoples survivors’ stories that reflect this as well. They talk about being slapped on the shoulder only to realize that an action that they had agreed to do with an adult suddenly involved a child. This is used to incriminate people.
For me, a series of moderate smacks at my mouth was the first sensation that I felt in most of my experiences since they would put me into a trance in the beginning.
The use of delusions led to the feeling of domination. It seemed like they were teleporting me. For quite some time I believed that these experiences were just bad dreams. As a child, this was too much for me to grasp. Even with God I failed to understand I was being tricked. But today I am able to flip these traumatic experiences upside down and allow God to impower me.