Ritual abuse is an old practice. Consequently, the occult is well practiced at hiding.
They use bizarre elements. Leaving their victims with unbelievable memories often prevents them from talking about it. They keep our heads spinning.
As a child, I had no understanding of what was going on. During the day I thought that my experiences were nightmares. I formed this understanding because I would go to sleep in my bed and wake up somewhere else.
But it was more than that. I saw and experienced many things that seemed to be impossible. For instance, control of gravity, invisibility and well a man-sized flying bird. If I would have told someone about the abuse when I was a child I would have been institutionalized. Even if that person had good intentions. This was not by accident. They make it unbelievable.
I have learned quite a lot since then. I know now that drugs and hypnosis were being used. I also know that some of the bizarre elements really happened and some did not.
I now know the difference between the Bizarre elements that are real and those that I experienced during a hypnotic delusion. This stopped my head from spinning.
Here are some things that I learned:
- Keep this to yourself in the beginning.
A person seems unbelievable when they do not know what they are talking about. This is true in general however when sharing memories of occult practices before one find understanding is dangerous.
- Know where power comes from.
At some point I embraced the fact that all the power that they held over me was minimal in comparison to that of the All Mighty God. This settled the fear that the occult had impressed into me.
What God does is perfect so it does not happen when we think it should. Humans cannot recognize perfect until they see it in hindsight. The All Mighty masters even time. Letting him protect me was the smartest thing I ever did.
Believing without seeing is a symptom of faith. However, I now believe without seeing because I have seen enough to know that he never leaves.
- Know that it is mind control programming.
Understanding this simplified it all. All I had to do was to take control of my mind. With, God I became empowered and as I cleared my head things started to make since.
- Address one memory at a time.
Focusing on one memory at a time simplifies the process. If a person jumps around from memory to memory it all ties in a knot. However, if a person can calm down enough to find an explanation for one bizarre event the next mystery unfolds easier.
These are just some of the things that I learned. I have gained the understanding that they used hypnotic delusions to confuse and oppress me. For instance. On an occasion in which I had tried to run they fed me a delusion that I had made it home safe. I fell asleep then woke up in my bed, this was not real. However, is seemed to be. God was with me and telling me that I was being tricked. I believed the lie only for them to pull me out of the delusion where I realized that I was chained to the ritual table and not in my bed at home.
Occult domination is a lie. A life of prayer and repentance has set me free from fear.
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